Don't let me win.

Something’s wrong, it just ain’t right
I always give in, I never fight,
No matter when, no matter where
I always give in, it’s like I don’t even care
I pull you close, I push you away,
but deep in my heart, I’m begging you to stay
Just pull me close and let me in,
hold me tight, don’t let me win

I can’t help it, I know it’s strange
I do what I can, I try to change
It will take some time, if I manage to do it
will you let me back in, will you let me prove it
I’m afraid of words, I know will be spoken
And I will sit there again, with my heart badly broken
every single time it ends the same,
me left alone with the familiar pain

I’ve felt the pain, I’ve been hurt before
again and again, I can’t take it anymore
My whole life’s been, up and down,
like a rollercoaster, without the fun
I need a break, a little peace
How do I get it, will you help me please?
I want out of the darkness, and into the light,
I want to stand up, I want to fight.